A big thanks has to go out to Kristine for this, your permission means 'Everything'!!!! :) I just hope I can do 'Anything' justice. Thanks to Gracie for beta reading the first chapter. I love constructive criticism so any feedback you have would be great. I am a constant editor (it goes with having dyslexia) so any mistakes you find, please let me know. I will happily go back and fix them.

Dedicated to Terri, JJ Blazer, Dark Ferret, Artemis2050, Heather, Kristine and all of the other really really good W/R writers who have come long before me. I am merely a shadow to the giants who have already forged these paths.

Italics imply flashbacks.

Warnings: Lots of sex, a darker than normal Logan, a 17ish Marie, elements of a D/s relationship, a Bad!Jean (in honor of Terri because I learned everything I know about hating Jean from Terri! Thanks Terri!), a few places where there are depictions of violence (in later chapters), and one description of a partial rape (again, in a later chapter). It is NC-17 for a reason folks. The need for the rating isn’t gratuitous but it is there and it is there from the word ‘go’.