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Umm.... okay. Me. I'm a science student who spends a disgusting amount of time reading and writing technical material. I love giving my brain a little rest by indulging in poetry, fiction, and of course fanfic. It's nice to write something without the goal of sounding like an overeducated, pompous ass, as seems to be requisite in all academia ;).

W/R is an appealing ship to me because there are so many fascinating complications with the characters' mutations and personalities. I hope you enjoy reading. Feedback is always appreciated, whether it's praise, comments, or suggestions to improve!
 
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Now COMPLETE! Logan goes undercover to investigate Sebastian Shaw after Jean disappears. He finds Rogue there, but what is her connection to Shaw, and can the two of them form an unlikely alliance? Of course they can, it's me! Pure Rogan, don't worry, Jean is just a plot device. ;-)

My usual, which means AU, with drama, action, angst, hot Rogan sex, and a happy ending. And I promise never to leave a story unfinished.

Rated: NC-17
Categories: AU
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Adult, Angst, Drama, Friendship, Shipper
Tags: None
Warnings: Animal Death

Series: None
Chapters: 22
Wordcount: 49458 - Hits: 156666
Complete?: Yes - Published: 07/29/2011 - Last Updated: 11/14/2011
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Date: 09/07/2011 Title: Chapter 9: The Prize

Oooh. Yay! This chapter was definitely worth the wait. Not only do I finally have some sense of what's going on with Jean, but there was smut--and sorry, interesting plot point, but I'm afraid the smut wins in the 'my favorite part of the chapter' competition ;).

I liked the image of Rogue tracing an 'M' on the window. Very nicely done. And of course, the last few lines were just--unfh. Can't wait to see how that plays out.

Author's Response: So glad you thought it was worth the (overly-long) wait. I\'m glad you liked the smut too -- I love reading stories with smut and I always want to throw it in there, but while I\'m writing it I\'m always like, \"This is so hokey, this is such a cliche, people are going to be laughing out loud at this...\" :-) I\'m glad you liked the \"M\"...that was one of the \"scenes\" I first had in mind when I was formulating the story. I\'ll get to work on the next chapter!

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Date: 09/18/2011 Title: Chapter 10: The Creation

Woohoo. I've been gone a while, but it was awesome to come back and find three new chapters! Love the 'escape' scene, where Rogue climbs down and Logan jumps. And: "You know I'm feral, right?" "The constant growling tipped me off a bit." LOL.

And again with the cliffhanger. Yipes! Glad I don't have to wait for an update *runs off to read the next chapter*.

Author's Response: I will deal with your absences happily if they result in more delicious chapters of \"Feral\"! I\'m sorry, when I\'m writing a story I can be bad about reviewing because whenever I have the laptop I want to write on my own story, and just read others\' stories on my phone on the train. And I can type on my phone, but then my reviews are all short and lame and don\'t include my favorite lines, etc. So anyway, a long-winded way of saying don\'t worry, I\'m still loving the story and will go back and review all the chapters I haven\'t reviewed yet. ;-) And thanks for your review here -- so glad you liked this one!

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Date: 09/18/2011 Title: Chapter 11: The Cage

Ooh. Bad cage. My first thought was 'Elf to the rescue!' But much as I love meine blauen Freund, it was cool to see Rogue take care of things :).

Oh my God. Emma getting off on Logan's pain? That's just sick. In a good way 0_o;;.

Aww. I loved the heartfelt scene with Logan telling Rogue to get to the school and making her repeat it back to him. And then straight back to the action. Yeehaw.

Author's Response: Yeah, creepy huh? Originally I just had him in adamantium chains or something, but the idea of a cage with no door really freaked me out so I had to use it! I hadn\'t actually thought of Kurt in this timeline, but I do love him so maybe he will make an appearance. Don\'t worry, I\'m sure Emma will get what\'s coming to her. ;-) I\'m glad you liked the scene with Logan giving Rogue the school info -- that was one of my favorite parts too. Thanks again for reviewing!

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Date: 09/18/2011 Title: Chapter 12: The File

Aww. You did a great job with Rogue's history, the brief flashbacks as she looks through the dossier. It really did a great job of developing her character in such a short amount of time.

And her uncertainty about Wolverine and what their future was now that they were free of Shaw? Unfh.

I'm curious how old Rogue is and whether she ever finished that veterinary degree, or if she got taken while she was still in school or what. And I'm guessing the last part is all the people she's absorbed coming back to her? Ooh, can't wait to see what happens next.

This story is riveting. Please keep it up. I get busy sometimes, but will always be a loyal reviewer when I get around to reading =).

Author's Response: Thanks for the review -- I\'m glad you liked the flashbacks. Yeah, I\'m always fascinated (and, dare I say, a little turned on?) by authoritative, team-leader Logan, since that kind of discipline and command is so different from his usual element. I think jenn does an amazing job of this in her epic \"Jus Ad Bellum,\" where Rogue actually meets up with an alternate-universe Logan who has had very different (and much more harsh experiences) and doesn\'t quite know what to make of him. Rogue felt like she knew Logan, but she suddenly sees him outside the very limited context of the Shaw mansion and realizes there is a great deal she doesn\'t know about him, and that\'s a very scary sensation. Thanks again for reviewing!

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Date: 09/18/2011 Title: Chapter 13: The Wall

"Xavier may hold his own opinions about what those feelings actually represented, but to Logan they were real." Ooh what an intriguing line. I always figured Logan's thing for Jean was largely based on her red hair. Wonder if that's what Xavier sees?

Really great job writing from the Professor's point of view. Felt very in character to me. And LOL at him giving his mental projection a full head of hair.

How very sad, that no one ever followed up on the missing persons report :(. Poor Roguey. Oh, the angst. And Wolverine's state of mind is just so perfectly conveyed. The pacing on this story is lightning-quick, but it still feels like you leave ample room for the emotions and character development.

In all, definitely an exciting chapter. As good as any so far, which is saying something ;). I eagerly await more--and am curious to see what changes are in store when Rogue wakes up!

Author's Response: Ha, I took that line in and out like ten times trying to decide if it was intriguing or distracting. Glad you found it the former. Thanks so much for your review!

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Date: 09/24/2011 Title: Chapter 14: The Gossip

Love the description of Xavier's face as 'ascetic'. It surprised me for a moment because I've never heard the word used that way, but it really does capture him well.

And of course Logan's response to her waking up was perfect *happy sigh*. How could that silly girl not realize how bad he's got it for her? And how interesting that he didn't share her name with anyone else.

Argh, Rogue, you stubborn fool! Didn't Wolvie explicitly tell you: "Never do that again"? Hmmm? And there you go, doing exactly that.

Great chapter. It's reassuring to know what a fan of happy endings you are, especially since you seem so fond of making with the cliffhangers! I hope Rogue ends up winning against her mental Shaw, but at this point I could see it going either way--which is cool, because it leaves me on pins and needles for the next chapter :). Thanks for the great read (and the speedy updates)!

Author's Response: Yeah, I went back and forth between that and \"austere,\" but to me \"austere\" implies unfriendly or aloof, and Patrick Stewart\'s face is just really...elegant? You would think Logan\'s reaction to her waking would clue her in more, but then again we also saw his distress when she was unconscious, and she missed out on that. And, yeah, she\'s going to do the exact thing she shouldn\'t, but she does have the best of intentions. Sorry about the cliffhangers...I do seem to find them the natural place to break off a chapter. I\'m a little stuck on the next chapter, but I\'ll try to get it out soon!

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Date: 10/10/2011 Title: Chapter 15: The Contingency

So excited to finally have time to catch up on this story tonight (okay, okay, so I don't have time, but screw you, data analysis, fic is more important). THREE new chapters!! Yippee =D.

I like Logan's shower thoughts. Well, and just him in the shower in general. But the thoughts are good, too. Very Logany.

Ooh Leech! Nice twist. I totally didn't see that one coming, and the way this chapter unfolded--bam, bam, bam--the pacing was perfect, and I don't know how you managed it without any exposition. Great writing. I can't wait to see what happens next. Which is okay. 'Cause I don't have to. *runs off to the next chapter*

Author's Response: Data analysis can definitely wait! Yes, shower + Logan is never a bad idea, is it? And I love the \"Logany\" adjective. Much better than \"Loganesque.\" I\'m glad you liked the Leech twist too, at times it feels like I\'m throwing everything but the kitchen sink into this fic, but I do have a master plan. Thanks again for taking the time to review each chapter!

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Date: 10/10/2011 Title: Chapter 16: The Confrontation

You're right, it has been slow the past month. Dunno about everyone else, but it's the start-of-semester craziness for me. Must be a lot of teachers/students on this site, heh.

Aha! A pill bottle. I was wondering what kind of container she might put Shaw in. That makes perfect sense. Her interaction with him was good. She's definitely not someone to be trifled with. Go Rogue ;P. But my favorite scene has to be her waking up, the needle poised at the ready. GAH! I could just feel the tension in that moment.

Logan’s gaze sharpened on hers, suddenly intent. “Yeah, Scott.” He paused for a moment, still studying her. “Her husband,” he added.

Okay I lied. ^^^^ That is my favorite moment. Grinning from ear to ear now. Silly Marie. Glad Logan cleared that up for her!

AHH okay I lied again. The last line is, like, my favorite line ever of all time. Guh. Awesome chapter. Best chapter so far. Yay.

Author's Response: Hey there! Hope your semester has calmed down a little. I\'m glad the tension of the \"Is-it-Shaw-or-is-it-Rogue?\" moment worked. Yeah, isn\'t it nice how in a few words Logan can clear up all this Jean nonsense? I\'m glad you liked that last line too. Thanks again for the review!

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Date: 10/10/2011 Title: Chapter 17: The Mirror

Best. Cliffhanger. Ever.

I'm seriously not even mad at you anymore for always ending with cliffhangers, because this one was just perfect.

In fact, the whole chapter was um... very... with the.... and the.... anyways, what I'm trying to say is "YUM!"

So, I know I say this about every chapter, but best chapter so far, for sure. This story just gets better and better =D.

Author's Response: I\'ll definitely take \"Yum\". Thanks so much for your review, I\'m so glad you\'re liking the story! Now get back to work on Feral, pretty please?

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Date: 11/02/2011 Title: Chapter 18: The Mark

Wow, that was definitely better than Snape/Hermione BDSM (but uh, to each their own =D). I almost accidentally skipped this chapter--and that woulda been a cryin' shame, because it's awesome. Hot and sweet in equal measure. The acceptance they give each other--Logan of Marie's skin and Marie of his rougher side, was really sweet and a nice parallel.

“Sorry, sugar.” He growled softly again at the sound of her honeyed drawl, his hands restlessly clenching fistfuls of the blankets. She relented, trailing her hand back up and pressing on the firm ridge at the front of his pants, feeling his body hard and eager under her hand. He groaned, pushing up into her hand even harder, the leather almost as warm as she knew his skin would be.

“Marie...” Another plea, growled like a command, as she traced the shape of him and then scraped her fingernails down the rigid length under the taut leather. “Christ, Marie, yes...” The words dissolved into gruff, inarticulate sounds of wanting as she stroked him lazily, her mind spinning with all the things she wanted to do to him.

And. Uh. Did I mention it was hot?

Author's Response: Thanks for your review! I\'m so glad you liked this chapter. I\'ve been struck before by the parallel between Logan\'s hatred of his feral side and Marie\'s hatred of her skin, so it was fun to try to squish it all into one (or two) chapters. As for hot, let the record show I re-read selected chapters of Feral in order to get my smut mojo on, so...keep at it!

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Date: 11/14/2011 Title: Chapter 19: The Message

Tonight seems like a wonderful night to sit back with a glass of wine, forget about the 3.4 trillion looming deadlines I'm supposed to meet, and finally catch up a little bit on this story. *happy sigh*

I'm always amazed by how lush and vivid your imagery is. Really, the word choice, the details you choose to include, even the tone in which it's written just combine to create such a realistic scene. The opening few paragraphs of this chapter, especially, just kind of left me awestruck. It's a gift, really, to be able to write so prettily without it coming off overdone or purple-prosy. I don't understand how you do it!

She pulled back a little with a gasp, the tingle of her mutation sending a delicious shiver up his spine. He tightened his arms around her, pulling her up against his skin again. “Easy, darlin’.”

This was probably my favorite line. So cute!

Uhhh.... and then the rest of the chapter. Not so cute. Poor horsey. Poor Melinda :(. Ugh, Shaw is just despicable (no offense, Kevin Bacon. I love you.)! I can't wait to see how they take him down.

Author's Response: Aw, you\'re such a lovely reviewer...so I\'m not going to nag you to put down that glass of wine and get to work on The Private Dance and Feral...even though I really want to. ;-) I\'m glad you liked this chapter...I did worry that I was getting too overblown with my description. I just kept adding more adjectives every time I read it over again. I\'m glad you liked that line...it seemed a little like Logan to develop a bit of a fetish around Marie\'s skin. Yeah, Shaw is pretty bad. Poor Bonny indeed, and poor Melinda.

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Date: 11/16/2011 Title: Chapter 20: The Standoff

He wasn’t trying to bully her. Well, not much.

This made me smile :).

He could feel her resolve like water, clear and cool, giving the appearance of yielding and yet unchanging, wearing away stone.

But this was my favorite line. So very Zen, not to mention beautifully worded. And I've gotta say it's nice to see Logan respecting her decision and not going totally caveman on her.

WHOA. Whoa. whoa. whoawhoawhoa. Ummm please tell me there's some kinda plan here and Rogue didn't seriously just kill Jean. I mean, no way, right? Right? Uhhhhh I gotta go read the next chapter like NOW. Kk bye.

Author's Response: Ha, at least he\'s honest with himself. I\'m glad you liked that line. There\'s actually some proverb about water being yielding, but who can withstand a flood? or something like that but I couldn\'t find it, so that was my impression of how that proverb might be color Logan\'s thoughts even if he didn\'t remember it directly. And yeah, I think it\'s really hard for Logan to respect her decision, but I wanted to show the unique kind of strength that this Marie has, because she hasn\'t shown much of it in the earlier parts of the story. Even if her strength is standing up to Logan\'s force of will, despite the risks to both of them, she knows it\'s what she has to do. Glad to see I fooled you with the Jean thing. Mwuah ha ha ha!

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Date: 11/16/2011 Title: Chapter 21: The Showdown

Awesome twist! I totally didn't see that coming. Like, at all. I do kinda want to see that crazy bitch Emma get her just desserts, but hey, at least Shaw is out of the picture. The only question now is how the heck is Marie gonna get out of this? Poor Logan, he has a really bad habit of accidentally stabbing the girl. Sheesh!

Author's Response: I\'m glad you liked the twist. Mystique is kind of out of nowhere, I thought about just having it be some unspecified shape-shifter, but I couldn\'t resist having Mystique make a cameo. Not to mention, it seemed totally in keeping with her personality to take off as soon as her part was done, counting her money gleefully. Thanks again for all your reviews!

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Date: 11/16/2011 Title: Chapter 22: The Happy Ending

and when we’re back at the jet I swear, we’ll barricade the door to the cargo bay and scandalize the whole team...

Woohoo, fun times! Love the happy ending. 'The Prisoner' is still my favorite W/R story of, like, all time, but this one was very enjoyable too. Thanks so much for sharing this with us!

Author's Response: Yeah, \"The Prisoner\" is still my favorite too...so definitely no offense taken there! I\'m glad you still liked this one, though. Now...back to work, missy! (Well, not work-work, but WRFA-work!)

Did you ever wish you could have a mutant around to help you do all those silly things that you just don't have time for? Well, here's your chance.

Rated: R
Categories: AU
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Humor, Shipper
Tags: None
Warnings: None

Series: None
Chapters: 5
Wordcount: 13787 - Hits: 19439
Complete?: No - Published: 08/06/2011 - Last Updated: 01/27/2013
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Date: 08/17/2011 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2

Omigod. "If it isn't in my hand within twenty minutes, all of you will find that you have a strange obsession with licking the underside of the toilet seat. Think I'm joking? Do you really want to bet on it?" I love this Xavier. Reminds me of his quip about making Logan believe he's a six-year-old girl. Hilarious.

Another great installment. I can't wait to see how the Wolverine reacts to all this. I'm also curious what the other people's bios say, and what on earth kind of jobs the Professor is going to send them on. Should be hilarious.

Author's Response: The six year old girl thing is kinda what gave me that idea but I was looking for something that would squik everyone equally. And I\'m still trying to figure out what everyone else\'s bios will be as well. I guess we\'ll all find out together! Glad you\'re liking it.

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Date: 08/07/2011 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Definitely worth continuing. I can't even tell you the number of lines that had me laughing out loud. The bitchfest between Rogue and Jubes was hilarious, but my absolute favorite line would have to be:

Jean: "Do we need to rescue some baby pandas again? I hope so! They were so cute! We really should keep one next time Professor. No one in the world would love it like I can."

Oh my goodness. Just the mental image of Jean saying this. I love it.

Author's Response: Thank you thank you thank you! I needed to do something light and enjoyable. I\'m happy with what Jean said too. I struggled with different ideas over what her complaint would be. Glad the one I picked was as funny to everyone else as it was to me.

Author's Response: Thank you thank you thank you! I needed to do something light and enjoyable. I\'m happy with what Jean said too. I struggled with different ideas over what her complaint would be. Glad the one I picked was as funny to everyone else as it was to me.

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Date: 08/26/2011 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3

So, the first 'LOL' moment was Billy Mays as the spokesperson for the X-Men. And after that they pretty much continued through the entire chapter. I really don't know why, but this line struck me as particularly amusing:

"And he was in no way, shape or form willing to give up his precious machines with their stimulating beeping and dripping noises..."

The second I read "She's so darling and sweet and she deserves everything we can give her and more." I just knew this was gonna be the brattiest, most spoilt little girl in the world. And damn, you did not disappoint. I never thought I would want to roundhouse a four-year-old. And her force-feeding all those cookies to Hank--heehee! Poor guy's gotta have a killer tummyache. And the PTSD scene with him in the lab, oh my gosh. Great. I can't wait to read the next installment.

Author's Response: I struggled for a minute trying to figure out who to have as their spokesperson. Then I remembered that it was an AU and I could pretty much do what I wanted with it so of course Billy Mays had to make an appearance. And that little girl was inspired by this girl who was at a table I waited on last month. No joke, she was that bad. I wanted to smack her. So I\'m glad to hear that I captured her nastiness as well as I could. I love that you loved it!

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Date: 09/04/2011 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4

LOL poor Hank and Bobby. I think there is definitely some credence to that whole 'causing suffering to an inanimate object' theory.

Oh my gah, where do you come up with this stuff? Sucking his tail because he doesn't have thumbs *snort*.

Okay, that is the perfect job for Rogue. And I love her willingness to do it like, "Eh, I'm a dead woman walking anyways." Can't wait to see what comes next. And definitely can't wait for Logan to get back in the picture. And just what the heck is Remy's crazy fetish, huh? I'm trying to guess, but got nothin'.

Is Logan consciously aware of the messages he's sending Rogue?

Rated: G
Categories: X1
Characters: None
Genres: General
Tags: None
Warnings: Not Beta Read

Series: None
Chapters: 1
Wordcount: 719 - Hits: 3167
Complete?: Yes - Published: 08/10/2011 - Last Updated: 08/10/2011
Reviewer: atmd Signed
Date: 08/10/2011 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Squee! This was absolutely freakin' adorable. I'd more picture him sending a box of Cubans and a bottle of barrel-proof Canadian whiskey, but hey, flowers work too ;P

Author's Response: Good point!

Anna Marie D'Ancanto learns to live her life, free of the Rogue - and without the Wolverine. But will she realize, despite the many roads she takes, that Logan will always find his Marie?

Rated: NC-17
Categories: X-Men Origins Wolverine, X3, AU, Comicverse
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Adult, Angst, Drama, Songfic
Tags: None
Warnings: Rape/Non-Con

Series: None
Chapters: 68
Wordcount: 162787 - Hits: 505471
Complete?: No - Published: 08/12/2011 - Last Updated: 08/12/2011
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Date: 08/12/2011 Title: Chapter 34: Chapter 34 Never

Aw. Man. That freaking sucks. I'm so sorry, Sera :(. But you can expect *counts* at least 34 reviews from this particular reader as I work my way through the rest of the story :).

Best. Line. Ever:

“Instead of being deep in thought all these years, sugah,” she told him huskily, her voice a sexy rasp, “You could have been deep, deep inside of me.”

I practically cheered when I read that. Awesome.

As for the walk through her memories, it all coming back to her, and her realizing that she's been putting on a show (also totally fits with Caruso) these past years--just perfect. I had to read through it twice to enjoy :P. The movie quotes thrown in were nice.

And now, I can't wait to see what Wolverine does about all this...

Author's Response: LOL - no worries atmd, I think you\'re a champ for plugging away at this enormous story as it is! Glad you enjoyed that line - I kinda needed her to kick him in the nuts, but without the physical damage, so I think that line might have done the trick! ;)

Thanks for reviewing!

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Date: 08/17/2011 Title: Chapter 36: Chapter 36 Yours

Woohoo! That was just . . . lush and romantic and animalistic and totally HOT. Logan admitting his love "forever" and demanding nothing in return was the perfect way to go. I think he's well on his way to deserving her :).

Author's Response: Yeah. He needed to accept the damage he inflected on her. :) Woohoo is more for you actually, for still managing to review this monstrosity of a story, lol!

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Date: 08/17/2011 Title: Chapter 35: Chapter 35 Promised

Well. That was hot. And intense. And sad. And angry. And just an emotional roller coaster in general--in a totally good way. Superbly written. I can wait to find out what Logan's got planned. "You don't deserve her." "I know. But I'm going to spend the rest of my life trying to." Aww.

Author's Response: I know, right? Thank you for plugging away at this story atmd, especially in light of all the wonderful stories you have been posting! After getting through my reviews, I cannot wait to dive into your recent additions! :)

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Date: 09/05/2011 Title: Chapter 37: Chapter 37 Wicked

Hey there! Been a while. Ummm WTF Yakuza? The beginning of this chapter definitely has me confused . . . but I've no doubt everything will be explained in time :).

"This is some scary shit, he thought"

Hee! How very Logan. I love it.

"He should have grabbed their future with both fists instead of casting her aside to battle the specters of a past that never should have mattered."

Oooh. It's lines like this that make me just melt. Another beautifully written chapter. I love Nanna. Can't wait to see how the rest of Marie's backstory unfolds.

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Date: 09/05/2011 Title: Chapter 38: Chapter 38 Starving

Yet another beautifully written (not to mention HOT) chapter. Yay! I'm so glad they're finally together. So why do I get this feeling like waiting for the other shoe to drop? You're gonna make somethin' happen to tear them away from their perfect lovey bliss, aren'cha, ya evil author!? Oh well. For now I will revel in it . . . And possibly re-read this chapter before moving on to the next one. (P.S. HA! At Logan stealing all the bacon. That pig.)

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Date: 09/05/2011 Title: Chapter 39: Chapter 39 Ashamed

Aww. I love that Marie is still their little secret name. So sweet!

Very cool how you've fit all these comicverse elements into the movie storyline, with Mystique and Destiny--brilliant. The plot just keeps getting thicker.

Okay 'Ah don't want Logan to go' either, LOL. They're just too perfect together. It should be, like, a crime for them to be more than a few inches apart from each other now. Gah. Another perfect chapter. I'm like, running out of compliments for this story. It keeps getting better and better and there just aren't enough superlative words to explain what a crime it is that you lost 200-some-odd reviews, because this definitely needs to be on one of those 'top ten' lists.