A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
It's been so long since the last time I saw her. It feels like an eternity. So many dead ends have come and passed since I last saw her. So many lies and mistrust. I miss her more than I thought I could miss anyone. I want her back.
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me
I still dream of her. Even now, five years after everything. I can still see her doe brown eyes looking at me with the love I should have returned a long time ago. I should have let her know that she carried my heart, no one else. I should have held her when I had the chance.
The miles just keep rolling as the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that this gets better as we go
Life will never be the same without her. I will never be able to love anyone else again. Not as much as I loved her. I fucked everything up in so many different ways. People can see the pain on my face every time I walk into a bar. They tell me everything will be alright. I doubt that.
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me
I will never be able to get her out of my head. I will never be able to say good bye to her. Not fully. She will always be with me. No matter what happens. I'll always love her, and I'll always see her in my dreams.
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
People have told me that she was way too young for me, anyway. People who didn't really know her, like some of the newer kids at the school. But she was everything to me. She was truly the love of my life. She is apart of everything that I have ever seen. She is everywhere around me.
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me
I'm standing here, all alone, thinking about everything she was to me, and wishing that I could tell her how much I love her. I wish that I would have had more time with her, more time to make her happy. But now, I am standing over a patch of grass with her name and a claw mark on a piece of stone, saying goodbye. And now, she is only alive in my dreams.
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl, there's only you and me
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Author's Chapter Notes:
Wrote this right after "Someday." Hope you guys like it.