Story Notes:
Song is by Joydrop.
How I love to listen to this song after I see you hanging all over him. To see you make him so happy, but, use him like that. I bet he doesn't know about Bobby. Or Remy. Or John. Or Haley, for that matter. You use him, and I hate you for it.


If I were beautiful like you
Oh, the things I would do
Those not so blessed would be crying out 'murder'
And I'd just laugh and get away with it too
Like you do...

If I were beautiful like you
I would never be at fault
I would walk in the rain between the raindrops
Bringing traffic to a halt


I've seen you stop cars before. Wearing a short skirt and moving in that way, if you tried hard enough, you could probably stop every man on earth, couldn't you?


But that will never be
That will never, never be
'Cause I'm not beautiful like you...

I'm beautiful like me
Beautiful like me

If I was beautiful like you
I'd be quick to assume
They'd do anything to please me...yeah yeah
I see the reaction when you walk into the room


You seem so innocent, don't you? You and your swishy hips, and your red lips. They don't judge you, do they? Neither does he. They drop everything and try to accept you


But that will never be
That will never never be
Cause I'm not beautiful like you...

I'm beautiful like me
Beautiful like me

Beautiful
Beautiful like me
Like me
Like me

If I were beautiful like you
I'd have so many friends
Oh, fighting for my time to be next in line
So that if I hurt one, I won't have to make amends


And I've seen you hurt him, and that hurts me the most. You cowardly bitch. How I wish I could have him like you can have him. But, you have him to tightly in the palm of your hand.


That will never be
That will never never be
'Cause I'm not beautiful like you
I'm not beautiful like you
I'm not beautiful like you...

I'm beautiful like me
Beautiful like me
Beautiful like me
I'm beautiful like me

I'm beautiful like me...


Whenever I wish I were you, I listen to this song again, until I realize the message and I get over it. I never want to be you. I hate you Jean. The only thing I want is Logan.

Thunder crashed as Logan set Marie's diary back down under her mattress, where she thought nobody knew where it was.

'Why doesn't she tell me if she's that way? Stupid, because she thinks you love Jean. Christ, why do I feel like my heart just dropped into my feet? I hate this.'

Logan heard the door down the hall open and he climbed out the window, sliding it into place as the door opened and Marie, Jubilee and Kitty all walked in, with their books. Logan stared in and closed his eyes before climbing back to his room to think. Or to act. Whichever came first.
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