Marie's life was becoming a mess, the things with Bobby just wasn't the same since that Kitty Pride came to the mansion. Well, it wasn't Kitty's fault either, her and Bobby were mentally separated before the "Shadowcat" appeared.



But the truth was that Bobby wasn't the only one in Rogue's life, she never had forgotten him.



Logan. Even the mention of that name mad her shake. She was walking by the corridor in direction of Bobby's room



"It's time to end things up, Rogue. Just… say it." she thought. But say what? I'm sorry Bobby, but I'm still in love with Logan and I think you and Kitty are having a fair? No, she needed a better excuse.

"Humm…I'm not in love with you… No! Marie, that's way to cruel" Rogue was trying to find a way to tell Bobby what she was really feeling, but, how? What could she say without broking his heart?

- Hey, kid. Where are you going?- Rogue turned around to see Logan.

- Humm… Well, I kinda… Can ya help me?-she said without thinking.

- With…?

- I need to break up with Bobby-she said those things before she could realize. "Shit!"

- What? Why?

- Well- "Because I love you"-`Cause it's just not the same anymore. The things with him are becoming a little… complicated… and… well, never mind.

- `kay. But how can I help you?

- No, forget it I… I didn't think about what I was saying, I… I have to go… see ya!-she said a "little" bit nervous and walked fast, entering on the first room she sow.

- Rogue! - she turned "Damm!"- Hey, Bobby. I have to talk with you.

- I know.

- You know?

- You're breaking up with me? Aren't ya?

- No… I mean, how do you know?

- `Cause I felt… It just isn't the same, right?

- Yeah. Are you upset?

- Well, yeah. But, it's okay.

- Really?

- Sure. Don't worry. I know I'll never have you, just you.

- What do you mean?

- It's just that you have all these people inside of your head.

- So if you feel that way I think it's better for me to leave!

- Fine!

- Fine!- she left the room furious, she finally had left Bobby, but she didn't felt any better, in fact she was feeling worst, the things that Bobby said… about her having other people in her head. "He'll never understand. No one can understand. Well, maybe only one person who is also looking for answers".



After that, Marie went to her room, but she couldn't sleep, she was with so many things on her head.



"I wish he knew… If only he knew what I feel about him…I…"Suddenly she had an idea, Marie turned the lights on, took it a paper, a pen and started to write.

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The next day she went after Kitty:

- Hey! Kitty!

- Yeah?

- Can you give put this in Logan's pillow?- Rogue said giving Kitty a letter.

- Sure… Can I ask what that is?

- You will know, but he has to read first, okay?

- Sure!



After that, Marie went outta the mansion, just to see if Logan could find her.



Kitty went to his room, passing across the wall and putting the letter where Marie told her to.

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Later, Logan entered in his room, he looked at his bed and sow a white paper where wroted "To Logan". He opened the letter:



Hey,

Maybe at this point I'm already far from here. But, please read this.

I tried to forget you. I've done everything, but how can I do that when you saved my life?

But…I started to have feelings for you way before that, since that day in Canada, the first time I sow you…

I wrote this, but maybe you will think it's too sentimental or… well, just read it. It's a song. For you.



BEAUTIFUL DISASTER



He drowns in his dreams

An exquisite extreme I know

He's as damned as he seems

More heaven then a heart could hold

And if I tried to save him

My whole world would cave in

Just ain't right

But it just ain't right



Oh, and I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

He's such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Trough the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful or just a beautiful disaster



He's magic and myth

Strong as what I believe

A tragedy with

More damage then a soul should see

But do I try to change him

So hard not to blame him

Hold me tight

Baby, hold me tight



Oh, and I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Trough the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful or just a beautiful disaster



I'm longing for love and logical

But he's only happy hysterical

I'm searching for some kind of miracle

Waiting so long

Waiting so long



He's soft to the touch

But' frayed at the end he breaks

He's never enough

And still he's more than I can take.



Oh, and I don't know

I don't know what he's after

But he's so beautiful

Such a beautiful disaster

And if I could hold on

Trough the tears and the laughter

Would it be beautiful or just a beautiful disaster



He's beautiful

Oh, he's so beautiful

He's beautiful



So, what did you think? To sentimental?

Well, if it is I'm sorry…

But if that opened your eyes, then, you will find me.

Kisses,

Marie



Logan rode the letter a lot, he knew it. Rogue's feelings for him was truthful, she was not just a young girl with a crush.



She was a woman in love.



Wolverine didn't lose time, he went after the only person who could walk trough walls and by Rogue's sending, give him the letter:

- Kitty!

- Logan! Looking for Rogue?

- Yep. Ya know where she is, don't ya?

- She told me to stay quiet. She said that you can find her by yourself.

- How?

- She said you will know. See ya!-Kitty crossed over the floor and disappeared.



Logan started to smell the air, maybe he could find Rogue by her perfume.

Once again, he took Scott's car and went after Marie, falling that sweet lily scent. In the end he found her sitting by the river's edge:

- Thought you'll never come- she said.

- Hey, don't say that, kid. Why would I not come?

- `Cause you don't like me.

- What are ya saying?

- I mean, like like me. The kind of like that means you have feelings for me, Logan.

- Marie, you were wrong, I was wrong. I thought I was in love with Jean, but… it was you, all the time.

- What?- she couldn't believe. Was that Logan? He was saying that to her?

- Marie. I do have feelings for you. I just couldn't see that.

- I… I can't believe, Logan… you…- she raised up and stayed in front of him, their faces where way to close:

- Logan, I… I don't wanna hurt you.

- Shh! This will not hurt-he said and gently kissed her

mouth slowly, she could feel that

amazing sensation of power that

she felted when she touched

Logan, but their kiss were fast and she didn't hurt him:

- Logan, how we gonna…?

- We'll work on it-he said going to kiss her again.

Marie's life was not a mess anymore, she was simply… happy.



The End.