I feel stupid - but I know it won't last for long
I've been guessing - I coulda been guessin' wrong
you don't know me now
I kinda thought that you should somehow
does that whole mad season got ya down

As I drove through the main gate something drew my eyes up to my room and I saw you. I saw you standing there looking right at me as if you were waiting for me. Were you waiting for me? How long? Why? The questions just keep coming. I want to know. I need to know.

I feel stupid but it's something that comes and goes
I've been changin' - think it's funny how no one knows
we don't talk about - the little things that we do without
when that whole mad season comes around

You are by my side before I get the bike parked. I'm not sure what to do. You're smiling shyly at me and all I want to do is draw you into my arms and never let you go. Before I can do anything you speak. Actually, you babble a bit about me being back and you being glad. I'm happy you're glad I'm back and that is when I hug you and kiss the top of your head.

so why ya gotta stand there
looking like the answer now
it seems to me - you'd come around
I need you now
do you think you can cope
you figured me out - I'm lost and I'm hopeless
bleeding and broken - though I've never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season

When I finally look up I see a rather large group of people have gathered in front of the mansion. I see Orora, Scott, Jean and the Professor. As my eyes continue to scan the group I also see two young guys glaring at me, but I ignore them. I'm too happy to be next to you again. When you see the people watching us you blush and begin to pull away, but I hold you by my side and we walk towards everyone.

I feel stupid - but I think I been catchin' on
I feel ugly - but I know I still turn you on
you seem colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around
will that whole mad season knock you down

After I say my hellos and get a few cracks in about Scott you walk me to my room. You ask me about my trip and I tell you and I laugh when you apologize for my not finding anything. Like it is your fault or something. Then I tell you. After all, I've never been one to beat around the bush. I get right to the point. I tell you about how you are in my head and how I missed you and everything else. I half expect you to turn and flee in terror, but you don't.

so are you gonna stand there
are you gonna help me out
you need to be together now - I need you now

Then you tell me everything that I had hoped and prayed for, but never actually thought I would hear. About how I am still in your head, but not as much and how much that scared you. I'm so sorry I scared you, but I'm back and I am not going anywhere.

now I'm cryin' - isn't that what you want
I'm tryin' to live my life on my own
but I won't
at times - I do believe I am strong
so someone tell me why, why, why
do I feel stupid
and I came undone