Marie expected certain things--sleeping through the night, however, wasn't one of them. She hadn't slept well in--well, a long damned time, truth be told. So she wasn't surprised when she suddenly woke, staring at the ceiling high above her head, breathing too fast from another formless nightmare that could have been from any of the total of four people inhabiting her head. Took a breath, assaulted once again with the smells of the school--hell, she had no idea if she'd get used to being able to just smell everything like this. Then sniffed again, sitting up to see someone leaning against her closed door. Frowned a little, blinking.

"Logan?" Perfect scent match--she had his memorized, imprinted into her mind like her own name and the color of her eyes.

"Yeah, kid." Still standing there with slightly measuring gaze, as if he was deciding something, and she wished she could read his expression, wondering what the hell he was doing here and how long he'd been standing like that, just watching her.

It'd be creepy if it wasn't Logan. But it was, and Marie, who had parts of him rattling in her head, knew this wasn't his idea of creepy. It was, in fact, as close to social as he came.

For a second, she struggled for words to break the silence--but really, she didn't know exactly what to say to the man who had saved her life. Who had only recently awoken from the coma she put him in. Who was just leaning there, like he had all the time in the world and somehow, she didn't get the impression this was casual.

Giving the clock a desperate glance, she verified that it was, in fact, two in the morning. So casual it could not be. Marie set her teeth and sat all the way up, reaching for the lamp.

"Leave it off."

Her hand dropped and she just sat there, staring at him, very much alive and in much better condition than last time she'd seen him, and wondered if he wanted an apology. A thank you. A vow from her to never get captured by villains with mindsucking machines. She'd do all three with enthusiasm.

"Um--"

Then he seemed to shake himself, maybe decided the door wasn't that interesting after all, and he walked across the room and dropped like a stone on the edge of her bed, bouncing her several inches. He weighed a lot more than sight would verify. Then that steady measuring look was back again, and why did she think she was being evaluated? The intense gaze was beginning to make goosebumps pop up beneath her gloves and she rubbed her arms distractedly.

"You wear gloves to bed?" He motioned at her hands and she froze.

"Now I do." He frowned in thought, then seemed to figure it out, and there was a sort of smile turning his mouth when he leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees and meeting her eyes.

"You okay, kid?"

"Yeah," she said quickly, too quickly, and he caught that, she could see it on his face. "I'm fine." Then she bit down on her lip, using all the courage she had in a great rush. "I wanna thank you--for what you did. I-I'm sorry--s-ss-sorry that I-I--"

"Hey, no--" A hand went out and rested briefly on her knee, sending a shock through her--since the statue, no one touched her. Blinking hard, she realized he was gloved. "None of that crap, okay? Just--" he stopped, and she felt that gaze again, and God, what did he want? Finally, he seemed to decide--again--and he lifted the hand from her knee and reached for her wrist. Surprised, she let him, and he slid his fingers up her arm, to her elbow, pulling suddenly and the glove came off instantly.

And instinctively, Marie began to jerk away. She'd kept some of his strength, and she saw his surprise, and some amusement, but he kept his grip on her wrist easily. Turned her hand over, he revealed her bare palm, lightly rubbing it with his thumb.

"I'm not afraid of you, kid."

He was probably the only one, too. She forced her hand to relax in his and his thumb lightly traced the center of her palm again, and yes, it was a little comforting.

"You like it here?"

Eyes wide, she stared at him, utterly floored by the question. Opened her mouth to answer.

"The truth this time. You've made friends, right? You feel okay here?"

"Yes," she whispered.

"And you're gonna wear these for the rest of your life." A tap on the limp glove with his free hand, and Marie felt her eyes fill with tears. Angrily, she wiped them away, and felt Logan catch her face, turning it up again. "They're scared of you, aren't they? That's why I haven't seen you since I woke up."

She didn't move, didn't even breathe.

"They'll probably get over it, once I'm gone," he said. "Out of mind, all that crap, right?"

"Probably," she whispered, wincing from the knowledge he was leaving, moving it to a distant part of her mind to deal with later, with some tears and maybe some brooding. But she wouldn't get over her fear of others, for others, not any time soon, not when she had memories of him in that coma. Staring at him lying on that bed, afraid that he was gone and all that was left was that body on the bed and his presence in her mind. "They're--"

"That kid I see you with--"

"Bobby," she answered automatically, and saw the dark eyes narrow thoughtfully.

"He's okay with it?"

She hadn't seen much of him, actually.

"Yeah, I think so." Hoped so. Her roommates were MIA tonight and it didn't take a degree in nuclear engineering to figure out why they were gone. "Logan, why--"

"Don't say anything." She closed her mouth with almost a snap and she saw him smile again, a nod almost to himself. "Look, I've been thinkin'--" And again, that speculating look. Then his hand came up, tapping her head. She was too startled to even flinch. "Jean says you took on a few things from me. What do you remember?"

Staring at him, she felt her mouth drop open in shock, not sure what he wanted to hear. Not even sure how to answer the question. Utterly confused where he was trying to go with this.

"You know what I am and what I do, right?"

A slow nod. Yeah, she had quite a dose of Logan in her head, and it was something she was still exploring, fascinated and sometimes shocked--a person, far better formed than David that inhabited her head, who gave her the oddest urges and cravings--like the beer can under her bed, filched from the refrigerator downstairs.

"I'm good at it. I've kept myself relatively intact for this long. You know about the stuff that isn't the cage-fighting, right?"

She flushed and he chuckled softly.

"Okay, so you got a few things maybe I'm gonna regret you knowin' about. But you get the other stuff?"

"Yeah," she answered. Logan nodded sharply, then stood up, pacing to the door and for a surreal second, she thought he was just going to leave, but instead, he turned the lock and then came back.

"No interruptions. Look at me." She focused on his face. "You almost died up there."

Marie's entire body went tense and instantly, she felt his arm go around her, rubbing her back gently, and she didn't expect that. With a shift, he pulled her closer and she was on her knees, nightgown completely askew, blankets twisted every direction, and after a moment, he pulled away, but the hand caught her chin, turning her face up.

"They fucked up." His voice was hard. "They didn't know it was you Magneto, or whoever he is, was after and they almost waited too fucking long to get there." The dark eyes were studying her, and whatever he was looking for he found, because he let go and he took her bare hand again. And she realized, quite suddenly, that he was trying very hard not to scare her, that this unprecedented amount of chattiness was not for his benefit at all--it was to work up to this one thing, the reason he was here.

The reason still eluded her, but at least she had something concrete to work with now.

"They--" she struggled a little, trying to find the words. "They did the best they could." Trying to hide her own resentment, born fully formed the second she looked into Magneto's eyes when he told her he would kill her for the greater good of the world. Because the Professor knew this man, and somehow, though she didn't know how, he should have known, should have guessed.

She'd almost died for mistaken identity, and she wasn't sure if that was something you got over very quick. The new personality in her head, Logan--the strongest because he'd held on the longest--well, he wasn't thrilled about that either, and was rather vocal at that..

And it was strange, to feel him that clearly inside her, when it had been all a mass of images and memories and odd habits before now. Feel the strange coalescing in her mind, in response to the man right in front of her.

"It wasn't good enough this time and it probably won't be good enough next time." His voice was harsh and Marie winced a little. She felt him rub her palm lightly, almost absently, and tried not to distract him into noticing, so surprised by touch. Enjoying the little she could get.

"Next time?"

"Next time. There's always a next time with people like them--it's their little drive to save the world. This isn't safe, not for you. Hell, not for anyone, but I'm sort of attached to the idea of you surviving awhile, so fuck anyone else."

He wanted her to leave?

"Logan--where would I go?" That was the question--her mind was already trying to plot out the paths she could take out of here, where she could go, once again ignoring that all-important money question that had ended her almost trapped in Laughlin City to begin with. Then she looked down at her hands. "There isn't anyplace else."

"Well, not exactly. There's option two--you come with me."

That's when Marie choked, and she stared up at him, utterly shocked.

"What?"

And now that he was where he'd been planning to go all along, she could see he was ready to run with an idea that seemed just short of impossible.

"Look, they can't protect you. I can. And I can teach you to protect yourself, which I just don't trust them to do. So there's that. And I don't trust them not to put you in danger again, and as I've said, I like the idea of you living awhile."

Marie took a breath, let it out.

"You're kidding."

"Nope." And he freed her hand, sitting back, utterly at ease again, and she wondered how he could look like that when he'd just come in and changed her world. That intense gaze--dear God, he was serious.

He was utterly serious.

"Logan, you--" she stopped. "Look, I know you may have--I guess you feel responsible and all--"

"Yeah. I do. I picked you up, I got you here, and you almost died. I see a pattern I don't like. These people--Chuck's people, Magneto's people--they don't look at things like that. A single life just ain't that important compared to the big picture. I don't give a good fuck about the big picture." Watching her, measuring her reaction, tailoring whatever he was going to say according to what he saw on her face. She knew him pretty well. "You've got options. You stay here and maybe next time, have them fuck up enough to where you don't wake up."

God, he knew how to drive the point home. Subtlety be damned.

"Logan--"

"This is the one thing I'm good at--I can fight, I can win, and I can make sure there is no chance that you'll ever be hurt again." He sighed softly. "What I do--it's dangerous. You've got it up there, in your head, so you know what you'd be dealing with. Lots of shit that's not that pretty--but I can make you a promise. I'll take care of you. I'll teach you every damned thing I know, so next time, no one can ever come near enough to pull anything like that crap again. You will never be trapped again with nothing you can do to get out." And that fix on her eyes again that she couldn't get away from.

Marie couldn't even breathe through that--because no one in her life, not her parents, not her friends, not even these people who said they understood her, wanted to protect her--no one had ever made a promise like that. A man she'd met less than a week before, a man she had no tie to other than mutation and memory, who shouldn't have given a good damn what happened to her--he'd offered her his life and he was offering her this. Her mind wouldn't wrap around it.

"You think--you think I won't be safe here."

A long pause, and he shook his head slowly.

"No. I want to leave tonight, and I want you to come with me. Before they get up and figure out what I'm doing and try to talk you into believing that they can keep you safe. Because they can't. It's that simple."

It was a choice between this room, and this new life, a security she longed for so badly she could taste it--or Logan and a different kind of security, the kind that was in some ways even more powerful--because alone with Magneto, she'd realized that her own mutation, what she was, could be used against her. The one and only way she could ever protect herself had been taken, and she had nothing else.

He was offering her something she didn't think anyone else ever could or would--he promised that she was the one that would be protected, not the world. That she'd come first. That her single life had value. Someone that put her, her life, above anything else, and the Logan in her head was almost nodding agreement with every stray thought she tried to gather together. She licked her lips, staring down at her hands for a minute, then lifted her head.

"Okay."

And she could swear he looked relieved, though God, how could he, when he'd just promised off a good chunk of his life like that, so easily? But he smiled, and she realized just at this moment how tense he had been, how he'd been waiting for her answer. He got up and she stumbled to her feet, looking around for a second, not exactly sure what to do now.

"What do I--um, what should I bring?"

Logan was in her closet before she got the words out of her mouth, and a bag launched itself out at her and she caught it--barely.

"Not much. I'll get what you need later. Just enough for a few nights." And he came back out, dropping an armful of clothes on the bed. "Keep it simple and light, we'll be moving fast. I'll be back in five minutes--be ready."

And he went to the door, unlocking it and disappearing, and Marie struggled out of her nightgown, going for the jeans and t-shirt she'd brought here with her--she didn't feel right taking too much of the stuff she'd been given. Grabbed her cloak and threw it on the bed, stuffing two extra sets of clothes in the bag, a couple of sweaters, her scarves and gloves from the top drawer, refusing to think that she had just lost her mind or he had, one of the two, because this just wasn't possible.

People didn't do stuff like this. They didn't pick you up on the side of the road, almost get killed by you, and then take responsibility for your life. The real world didn't work that way.

She got her underwear and toothbrush packed and was struggling to get her boots on when he came back in--jacket on, bag thrown over his shoulder, giving her room a quick look-over while she groped for paper, and he watched while she scribbled a short note to the X-Men and dropped it on her bedside table. Without comment, he grabbed her bag and she caught up her cloak, pulling her stray glove back on.

"What are we leaving in? Your truck is gone" she whispered as they slipped downstairs, the door looming into view, and something in Marie woke up completely, something that growled softly in satisfaction, and she felt a smile turning up her lips.

Possibilites. The entire world outside that door.

He grinned a little, an arm going around her shoulders companionably.

"A little loan from Scott, darlin'. You'll like it. Trust me."